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2010-09-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

Some blue rain stuff to post. 每一首歌的背后，都有一个动人的故事；每一首歌的背后，都有一段不舍的记忆；__蓝雨

世界上有没有天长地久的爱情？答案没有人敢肯定。

也许有，也许没有。每个人都希望有，每个人都想找到属于自己的天长地久。说没有的，是因为他们还在寻觅；说有的，也许是因为他们已经找到。

茫茫人海中，要找到与你心灵相通的那个人，说不难，也很难。

也许他曾经就在你的身边，只是你错过了；
也许他一辈子都不会出现，你却还在苦苦等待。
也许等你找到的时候，岁月已经沧桑，容颜已经老去，而你在年轻的时候却不得不结婚，所以你还是不得不放弃。

人的一生，如果没有任何一次错误和闪失，生命是不是就可以简单一些？

冥冥之中，想要与之天长地久的那个人，也许不是最好的一个，但一定是最适合你的那一个。他不一定非要有丰富的财富，也不需要有俊朗的面容，挺拔的身材，但一定是让你心灵产生震撼，令你永恒感动的那个人！世间上，多少人朝夕相处，去永远不知道对方想要的是什么；而有的人，也许永远也无法相守，却能读懂彼此的喜怒哀乐，理解对方的一举一动。

再一次让这首 ★ 天长地久 ★ 的旋律响起，在爱中升华，无欲无求！

2009-09-17T23:22:00.001-07:00

o.O EmO + eMo + EmO O.o

2009-05-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

Why mux eu treat me so coldly that i felt so lonely and despaired. Why did eu ask me to stay by eu the very last minute when i wanted to let go. Eu gave me happiness, love, motivation and eu became the meaning of my life yet eu lemme felt so despaired, so sad, so lonely, so lost and eu threw away the meaning of my life at the very end.

I know...

I will love eu very much even if eu break my heart.
I will promise to love eu and no one else.
I will be there with eu, no matter rain or shine.
I will do my best to make eu happy, even if i'm hurt.
I will care for eu, look after eu and do anything fer eu.

But...

Will eu always be there for me when i need eu?
Will eu welcome me with your heartwarming hug?
Will eu love me forever till the end no matter what?
Will eu promise to love me, care for me, treat me as your dear?
Will eu promise never to let go of me, no matter what?

Dont ask me for I realli dont know. I dont want to cont like this forever. Maybe it's just my own wishful thoughts and feelings.

Hope eu would cont to pursue your dreams. Even if eu never succeed in life, no one will look down on eu. Dont be disheartened and be confident in yourself. Dont be so fierce and harsh on the one eu love. If eu love someone, let that someone know early. Dont make that someone feel so confused. All the best to eu. Goodbye~

Pain + Pain

2009-05-22T10:32:00.000-07:00

Lie down on my stomach wanna watch Ai Zhuan Jiao on my bed. Happily swing swing swing and kick the wall with my left lil toe. Ouchie man. Ji tao skin peel and bleed. LOL. abit pain lar. but the "hanging" skin irritating. Use nail cutter cut away den tissue suck up blood abit. Lazy to plaster. Leave to air. Ok after awhile no more pain liao. Just dun go kajiao that injured toe. Injured till mai injured already. Used to it. Fast healing thou. Just that tmr cannot go out with hoe, cuz no shoes >_< Always very chor lor at home. Sometimes shoulder bang wall or knee thrust table or toe kick table's leg or wall =.= Below is the OK liao de toe. Tissue wiped up le.

Qian Bian Wen Ta Ti

2009-05-20T08:21:00.001-07:00

Here's some funny questions i found wanna share with the rest of eu and hopefully eu can provide some urself. No offence. Not racist or anti any religion. Copy, paste and edit from other people . Sorry if some dont understand. Requires one to understand english, singlish , chinese and dialects. Hope eu all like it. Took me hours to type and think. Those censored one or those eu dun understand one....TAG / MSN / SMS me if you need explainations.

1.What does batman says when he falls down?
2. 和尚梳头发。猜一个国家 (三个字)
3. Someone dropped a dumpling (Ba Zhang) on the floor. Who picked it up?
4. Andy Lau went to a hotel. A waiter approaches him. Andy Lau ordered a glass of "water". Guess the name of the waiter.
5. Why does fox (狐狸） fall down easily?
6. 有一个包子躺在地板死了。在场有勺子，叉和刀。是谁把包子杀了？
7. Who bluff the bee hoon?
8. What's the colour of knife and gun?
9. If green bean jumps down from a 10 storey building, it will become red bean, cux of the blood oozing out that changes it's colour. How about a banana which jumps from a 5 storey building?
10. What kind of shoes are happy shoes?
11. 1 2 3 4 5 6 are angry with number 7. Why?
12. Which important historical person is the fastest in the world?
13. What is the value of sin x / n?
14. From 1 to 9, which number is the laziest and which is the most hardworking?
15. 什么扫把最烂?
16. ~*~ Removed ~*~
17. 小名喝牛奶张大，那大名喝什么张大？
18. Optical mouse male or female?
19. She Mo "Deng1" Zhui Kong Bu? (What kinda "Deng1" is the most terrifying)
20. Which chinese host does not have centre parting?
21. Why leg will become tired?
22. Why Jay Zhou Jie Lun cross the street and was fine by police?
23. Singapore got a lot of 'wai4 di4 lao2 gong1' (Foreigners), Indonesia 'yin4 lao' and Thailand 'tai4 lao2'. Which lao2 earns the most?
24. 5 people are walking along the street. Suddenly a SIGNBOARD drop down on them. How come 3 people die and 2 people survive?
25. Which emperor in chinese history is blind?
26. ~*~ Removed ~*~
27. 先有男身, 還是先有女生?
28. What colour does Doraemon like?
29. 那一个武侠小说人物是最有胆识的？ (Most brave)
30. ~*~ Removed ~*~
31. 熊猫有三个愿望。是哪三个愿望？
32. What is the best time to steal the fruits from a tree?
33. 一片大草原, 猜一中花.
34. What do you say when you see the following words? EG. ３x金 = 鑫, ３x石 = 磊, ３x木 = 森, ３x鬼 = ？？
35. Camel, Fish, Frog, Bird: Which animal cannot possibly have diarrhoea?
36. What are the 3 different shampoo-es Christian/Catholic/Jesus use?
37. 有一天，小明和小华到餐厅吃饭。吃完后，小明和小华没付钱就走了。餐厅的经理也
没在意。 Why?
38. 三国演义里谁最短命?
39. What food is not recommended when playing Mahjong?
40. What kind of Chinese music instrument shouldn't be played during a Mahjong game?
41. What kind of lion are vegetarians?
42. Number 7 and Number 8, which one will go up and which one will go down?
43. 为什么不能空着肚子睡觉?
44. 哪一个动物最倒霉？
45. Which animal walks into a restaurant, order a meal, stand up, shoot everyone and leave the place?
46. 饺子是男，还是女？
47. ~*~ RemoveD ~*~
48. 有一块蛋糕跌倒了, 它气馁, 情绪低落.......有什么动物能鼓励它站起来?
49. 胖子通常姓什么？
50. Before going to bed, 大白and小白是兄弟, and小白look like大白....请猜一句成语...
51. 一颗红豆，一颗绿豆。两颗豆都被我一手给捏扁了。请问它们都变成了什么？
52. A captain bought a new ship. He loaded all the electrical appliances onboard, except TV. Why?
53. 2 birds sitting on a tree branch, a goat was eating grass below the tree. a hunter came by, saw the goat and shot it. the female bird said something to the male bird and got rape. What did the female bird told the male bird?
54. 小猪，小猫和小狗去上课。在课室上，老师会叫谁先背书？猜一个零食的牌子。
55. 米的妈妈是谁？米的爸爸是谁？
56. 小明踩到大便，为何没有弄脏鞋子?
57. Which country's soldiers is the most neat?
58. Cow at North Pole. Guess a brand.
59. 为什么吃完晚餐后，全家都喜欢坐在电视机前看电视？
60. Big Bird. Guess a country's capital.
61. 为使用过的安全套. 猜一个字。
62. 请猜太大的安全套又是哪个字呢？
63. 质量差的安全套是哪个字？
64. 什么数字最听话？
65. 乌龟怕铁锤，蟑螂怕拖鞋，那小鸟怕什么？
66. 狼来了. Guess a fruit.
67. pink panther 上山幹什麼?
68. 羊来了. Guess a fruit.
69. 毛虫来了。。。。guess an (ex)actress
70. ~"*~ RemoveD ~*~
71. 打电话给一只鸡， guess a vegetable.
72. Why southern part of earth dont have no monks?
73. Why superman's Tshirt so tight-fit?
74. 谁最喜欢帮助别人？
75. FARM A 卖菜, FARM B 卖鱼, FARM C 卖什么?
76. What type of prawn is long?
77. Cat, dog and goat went to a 7-11. cat and dog were beaten up but not goat. Why?
78. Why does superman fly with two hands forward now instead of the one hand forward like last time?
79. What is Bruce Lee's favourite drink?
80. 周杰伦驾车谁都能载，就是不要载谁？
81. Jackie Wu Zhong Xian play basketball who should defend him?
82. Why can’t we catch stars?
83. There are 2 birds on a tree, a red bird n a green one. the red need 2 bullets to be killed whereas the green only need 1. The hunter has a gun with only 2 bullets in it. How will he shoot so that he can kill the two birds?

~*~ ThE EnD~*~

~*~ Answers are below so guess before scrolling down ~*~

1. Painful sia (Bian Fu Xia)
2. Scotland (Su Ge Lan)
3. 祥龙十八掌. (Siang Long pick Ba Zhang)
4. Ah Ha. (His song "ah ha gei wo yi bei wang qing shui")
5. 狐狸 is Jiao Hua (scheming) [Leg slippery]
6. 叉杀包. (Char Siew Bao)
7. Fish. (Yu Pian Mi Fen) [Fish bluff bee hoon]
8. Blue. "Dao Qiang Bu Ru" [Sounds like DaoQiang Blue]
9. Turned into a brinjal. [Wont die but 黑青]
10. Black Leather Shoes. [Hei Bi Xie sounds like happy shoes]
11. 789. [7 "ate" 9]
12. CaoCao. [Yi Shuo CaoCao, CaoCao Jiu Dao]
13. Six. [Remove "n" from sinx]
14. 1 laziest, 2 most hardworking. "一不做，二不休" [One dont do, Two dont rest]
15. FieryBird brand (火鸟). "燃烧吧 (烂扫把 ) 火鸟" from GaoLingFeng's song.
16. ~*~ Removed ~*~
17. 酒. "Jiu Yang Da Ming"
18. Female. [No balls]
19. Osama Bin La (Deng).
20. Jackie Wu Zhong Xian. (No centre line)
21. Step onto lemon. (Leg Sour = Jiao Suan)
22. Jay walk.
23. Mai Dang Lao. (McDonalds)
24. MacDonald Signboard. [M]
25. Emperor Kang Xi. [Cant see]
26. ~*~ Removed ~*~
27. 先有男生. [男生 is 先生"Mister"]
28. Red. [Doraemon's song "Ang Ang Ang"] (Ang = Red in Hokkien)
29. Zhang Wu Ji. [Wu Ji = Got Balls in Hokkien]
30. ~*~ Removed ~*~
31. 1) take colour photo 2) sleep more 3) [ForGottEn]
32. 8 o'clock. [拔食 =八时]
33. 梅花. [No Flower = Mei hua]
34. 鬼 AH~! [Shout for ghost when see ghost]
35a. Bird. "Niao Bu La Shi"
35b. Frog. [天機 ( 田雞 ) 不可泄漏]
36. Christian use rejoice, Catholic use head and shoulder, Jesus use follow me. [The way they pray] (I dont know about this)
37. 有一天付钱了.
38. 关羽. "红颜薄命" [Meaning pretty girls die fast]
39. Sushi. [输死 in hokkien sounds like Sushi]
40. 南胡. [南胡 sounds like hard to 胡]
41. Chinese Lion. [They only eat oranges and cabbage during lion dance]
42. 七上八下.
43. 因为会做饿( 恶 )梦.
44. 麻雀. [虽小 = Suay Siao = Unlucky in Hokkien]
45. Panda. [Panda an animal who eat shoots and leaves]
46. 饺子是女. [ 饺子被包 like 女被包]
47. 26. ~*~ Removed ~*~
48. Pig. [Chocolate cake = Zhu Ku Li Dan Gao sounds like pig encourage cake]
49. Shi. [People always call them Si Pang Zhi]
50. Zhen Xiang Da Bai.
51. Soya bean. [Hand Press Bean = Shou Ya Bean sound like soya bean]
52. 新船没电视. [Mediacorp = 新传媒电视 sounds like 新船没电视]
53. 下面羊死了. [Below itchy like hell]
54. 小狗。 [汪汪先背（旺旺仙贝）]
55. 米的妈妈是花. [花生米] 米的爸爸是海。[A song named: 海上花] "海上花 so 花生米"
56. He's in toilet.
57. Japan. [Ayumi = Bin Qi Bu]
58. New Balance....牛被冷死。。。。
59. 因为站着会脚酸。
60. 南韩 (North Korea) [~*~Censored for Underage ~*~]
61. 几。[~*~Censored for Underage ~*~]
62. 凡. [~*~Censored for Underage ~*~]
63. 巾 [~*~Censored for Underage ~*~]
64. 百依百顺
65. 下锤. [~*~Censored for Underage ~*~]
66. 洋桃. [Peach = 洋桃 sounds like Goat Flee]
67. 打狼。。打狼。。打狼。。打狼打狼。。打狼。。打狼
68. 羊来了= 草莓（草没） .
69. 叶子媚（没）.
70. 26. ~*~ Removed ~*~
71. Ku Gua = Call Kueh
72. Nan wu er mi tuo fo. [South-No- "ErMeTuoFu" = Monks]
73. "S" [S-size]
74. 小叮当. [他喜欢伸出援手（圆手）]
75. Medicine. [Farmer C = Pharmancy]
76. Lobster. [Long Xia]
77. 24-hr. [Bu Da Yang = Doesn't close]
78. [Last time is manual tranmission, need one hand to handle gear stick, now auto transmission, so both hands "in front"]
79. Water. [WA-TA!!!!]
80. Elephant. [One of his song "wo bu yao zai xiang, wo bu yao zai xiang~"]
81. Mother. [慈母手中线(守宗宪)]
82. Stars "shan" [Shine = Shan = Evade]
83. Shoot the green with one bullet. Red one will be scared till 脸青唇白 and bcome a green bird! Shoot it with next bullet.

Anime Couples xD

2009-04-24T15:16:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4clCtSHqgbY&feature=related

Nice kissing & hugging moments =D some hentai der -.-

Superman

2009-04-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

Continue watching my Hot Shot. Last time stopped at episode 7. Quite touched by wat jie-er tried to do. Here's the OWNAGE sonq.

你别在这睡
你怎么哭着脸
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 你是 loser

快点闪一边
我们在庆功宴
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 你是 loser

下课超人
准备准备听尅
loser留下了
擦干眼泪
美女都在
我的我的身边
我不停的要还
阿阿阿阿慧

超人没空
给你给你安慰
不服气你就乖
乖乖乖乖转学
管你作弊
还是叫你爸捐钱
我是可以考虑让你帮我
擦擦擦鞋

比赛靠的是实力
不是运气
所以你真的不用太伤心
如果想再挑战
随时都欢迎
不过你要再努力
努力一百年才可以

你别在这睡
你怎么哭着脸
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 你是 loser

快点闪一边
我们在庆功宴
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 你是 loser

loser
那边有人要找你签名
他想要提醒
自己不要像你
loser 怎么写个l
写不下去
啊忘记你英文太烂
还差点留级

超人其实也
需要一点感情
这么快你马子
传给我简讯
她说她不想理你
这个没用东西
最后她还下了一句
哦哦哦爱你

比赛靠的是实力
不是运气
所以你真的不用太伤心
如果想再挑战
随时都欢迎
不过你要再努力
努力一百年才可以

你别在这睡
你怎么哭着脸
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 你是 loser

快点闪一边
我们在庆功宴
谁叫你还搞不清楚
我跟你的差别
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 我是 superman
yeah 你是 loser

i esp lyk this part.
"比赛靠的是实力
不是运气
所以你真的不用太伤心
如果想再挑战
随时都欢迎
不过你要再努力
努力一百年才可以"
LOL. Very de true. Wanna challenge d0ta? Anytime xD. But eu need a hundred yrs xP

Rolling Love

2009-04-15T11:53:00.000-07:00

Intro eu all this show very very de nice and touching And It's more "real". The girl singing v nice wor. very chio. just lyk an angel, no wonder so many guy lyk. xiaoshu + lenglei = tian sheng yi dui. One episode very long. Kip watch kip T_T nia. Very saddening. Death and World of Darkness. To lenglei she so cold lyk -.- tmd. fucktup. Lenglei so perfect. If lyk one guy jiu str8 away let another guy si xin. to test-date 2 guys = bitchy and slutty liao. the guys -.- wth 50-50 share meh. Danson Tang is sibei de shuai. If i his gf and he so gd to me.....woah happiest woman le. Yandao Shuai Cool <3<3 sia. Love is so funny. The person eu most lubb isnt the one with eu. Jiro is cmi -.- cannot act cool one LOL Lenglei so <3_<3 BUT 2 "brothers" is impossible to date the same girl yet maintain a good friendship one. I noe cuz i been in it before. xD who? i shall not name it. Eu guys noe better than me xD.

Win Lose Lose

2009-04-12T13:14:00.000-07:00

LOL todae tried -cm with clan people lose till >_< First game g0rt ke0ng roy me dq fab of cuz win luh. 2nd game i go obs...h0e come in jiu lose le. 3rd game too pro -.- completely beaten.

Show eu what kopitiam serve me. Knn.

Sugar?

More Sugar? WTF loh. No wonder ppl get "tian niao bing"

My 3am Supper. Lubb it.

Big bowl one hor.

The End.

TOXJ

2009-04-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

A Chinese Ghost Story
At the Dolphin Bay
Bull Fighting
Corner With Love
Hana Kimi
Hot Shot
It Started With A Kiss
It Started With A Kiss 2
Meteor Garden
Meteor Garden 2
My MVP Valentine
Rolling Love (Go! Fried Rice)

Who g0rt these shows dvd or simi can lend me watch? Or can stream online mah? Mux b gdgd quality one lei i dun wan blur blur de.

Lao Sai updated

2009-04-07T01:33:00.001-07:00

Think ytd eat wrong thing. Morning in my sweet dream, had to wakey to chiong to LS -.- till nw still stomache pain pain der. Haiixz. Jus ate my porridge w cai xim. Totally cmi. Plain lyk dunno wat -.-

Someone cure me please. x_X

Wah.....into night time after d0taing w EDMW-ers fever come alr. Shyt. Better rest early. Haben been jogging for a long time le

Reading forum till i saw some hamham which i used to breed last time.
Show eu all some pic

Cute h0r?

2009-04-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

woah...ytd drink the 500mL heineken till dunno wat time den fall aslp. This morning rain so cooling + my aircon = sleep till 1.30pm LOL. Still feel lyk slping lei.

Surprise Bdae Celebration =O

2009-04-03T11:01:00.000-07:00

Todae wakey at 2.30pm. cuz slpt late last night ard 4am reading forums. Ah gong alr dabao the chicken rice for me liao. Everytime chicken rice....lyk eat 10times in a mth alr -.- Eat finish jiu online plae games w dQ roy h0e w0w0. Of cuz win lah. Dun nid ask de. Ah how send me 3 sonqs ask me upload to my fone den bluetooth him later cuz i meeting him 530pm at bugis mrt, he sae wanna go shop. Nice songs =D Thx fer sharing. Went out early cuz scare late. Reach bugis mrt at 515...he haven reach cuz i m early. Then listen to my mp3 songs. Suddenly saw Chong walk outta the mrt. Huh? How come so qiao? He also come bugis meh? Hmm feel abit guai guai alr. Approached him and ask. "Woah only eu reach lei, the rest coming alr anot?" He replied "They confirm late one luh. Some 530 some 600." And he mentioned abt ahsen i think. LOL i instant noe wats going on liao. HAHAHA. Ask him pei wo go SLS shop. Cuz bugis mrt near mah and also hardly go there one. Went to the shop scorpia(intro-ed by Ionicle) only gt the black version of barracuda juggernaut, yellow one no stocks alr bah. only gt 3-750mm and 1-900mm de. Prices r 57 and 60. 3bucks more for the 150mm. Aiya 3 bucks nia pay lor. So got the bigger version one. Damn big seh. Eu see for urself. Lyk 1.5times the length of my 24" monitor.

After that met yida at the water fountain area of bugis junction. Wah....wait there till legs wanna turn jelly then they appear. How, Jeremy, Chew and Peng. Wah....still so nice to buy prezzie fer me. Feels lyk a wallet to me. Haha. Andy's also wallet.

{Went home open liao den saw. WAH my favourite BRAUN BUFFEL wallet i was planning to buy. HAHAHA. TYVM to all of eu. Lubb it.}

Tham, Danne n Leo arrive later. Walk till the tian tian steamboat den jiak there. Sen and Hq arrive at there soon. Sen, Peng, How, Chong n Danne share the first steamboat...Jeremy, Yida, Hq, Chew n Tham share the last steamboat....Leo n me sit in between and share the steamboat... -.- 2 person to one steamboat.... i spammed the pig livers and pig stomach-skin i think. LOL. Me n Leo eat till siao -.- The free flow lime and lemon drinks taste lyk -.- Iced plain water also taste nicer. After eating....we plae the zhong ji mi ma. damn ROFL. Chong and How kip add alot ingredients. LOL. In da end, Me kenna once. Chong twice, Peng twice, Sen once, Leo thrice, How thrice and Danne heng nv tio. LOL. damn full la. Whole bowl of balls/egg/mushrooms -.- Realli haf to thx Ah How for this. ^_^ my 2nd bed buddy. After that, we took train to DG and walk to paradise wanna pak lan/plae pool. But all shops r full so walk ard paradise to cathay den they decide to go home. Before tat me jeremy peng hq tham danne went to eat ben&jerry at cathay. Me nv eat cuz cannot afford. LOL. Beggar-mode now.

Kaes from 1.30am post till 3am. Tmr 545 wakey for tomb sweep. OMG realli gtg slp alr. GOOD NITES, cbs(ChioBu-s) and sgs(ShuaiGe-s).

the 3am song fer eu

2009-04-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

现在是凌晨三点钟

喝了点酒头有点痛

寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜

暂时把心放空

你晾的床单忘了收

没烫的衬衫有点皱

明天开始我将如何面对

没有你的以后

那些美好的画面反复在播送

但心破碎了之后

要怎么去拼凑

baby baby

love can be so beautiful

只怪那一刻

话说得太重

所有的情节都失控

baby baby

love should be so beautiful

你给的太多

现在我才懂

只有烟和酒陪伴的

凌晨三点钟

现在是凌晨三点钟

喝了点酒头有点痛

你晾的床单忘了收

没烫的衬衫有点皱

明天开始我将如何面对

没有你的以后

那些美好的画面反复在播送

但心破碎了之后

要怎么去拼凑

baby baby

love can be so beautiful

只怪那一刻

话说得太重

所有的情节都失控

baby baby

love should be so beautiful

你给的太多

现在我才懂

只有烟和酒陪伴的

凌晨三点钟

凌乱的房间里头

还留着你的香味

怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容

如果时钟倒着走

我不会再让你走

有些事情要绝望到底

才能看得透

baby baby

love can be so beautiful

只怪那一刻

话说得太重

所有的情节都失控

baby baby

love should be so beautiful

你给的太多

现在我才懂

只有烟和酒陪伴的

凌晨三点钟

Later going for jog liao. Think too much le. Too many things never sae...too many things hidden within me. Looking forward =.= ...Looking backward x_X Hope fridae go out w him will cheer0s.

Gif up everything for eu only to be given up by eu.

April's fool..

2009-04-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

Wakey 830 in da morning got sms from fabby at ard 910. Decided not to go...instead pei mummy go eat at opposite. Still tired from ytd de x_X... Bo bian blister too pain, kip burst -.- Bball cant plae...badminton nt realli interested also. Completed fear 2 in the late afternoon. Ok. It's the type of h0rr0r game for those weak-hearted one.v sian sian sian arh. 5pm went jogging....go till stadium den realise its opened from 630pm to 830pm nia.... haven open so lanlan jog back to keming. Went 2 round v tired le...1 more round v slow. Still can run but lack of water. Too dried up alr. Came back jiak abit dinner den went out to Lot 1 mit Juan and Qi and r0y. Pai seh ar...eu wait so long. The pepper lunch is filled w e.e tao gay. Still lyk my sweetie de PaoPaoCha, PPC. Very de sweet. r0y buy the pearly soya milk. LOLs din noe gt pearly one... haha. Qi buy the PieKia fer her hubby. PieKia not me...i m H-Kia. h0h0h0. sian todae realli bo mood sia.

Whats the difference between 4am and 3am? X_x

The song for eu

2009-04-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

4 In The Morning lyrics

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

Emo 3am

2009-03-31T11:45:00.000-07:00

<开不了口>

曲:周杰伦

词:徐若瑄

专辑:范特西

才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好

整个画面是你想你想的睡不著

嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道

我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑

没有你在我有多难熬

(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)

没有你烦我有多烦恼

(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)

穿过云层我试著努力向你奔跑

爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口让她知道

我一定会呵护著你也逗你笑

你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道

安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老

就是开不了口让她知道

就是那么简单几句我办不到

整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著

这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我

W H Y ?!

Average Day

2009-03-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

Todae morning wakey at 730am but msg miao that i not going for bball.... think i cannot stand the afternoon heat. body not in top conditions. easily injured. Evening went jogging at bukit gombak stadium. Dint hear any melodys. Run for 7~8 rounds tired alr. Did some cooldowns and pullups-situps. Got one ah pek run v fast sia. constantly fast. Lyk my RSM. cfm under 20m for 4.8km. F-I-T. Ai zai seh. Went out lyk 630pm came b lyk 830pm LOL. wasted 2hrs. Time files sia. Sian sam using tys.... seany boh. Y so pai seh sia. Tell me who WT lei. All my 3 marshmellows everyone noe liao. i mean the bnetters. wats there to pai seh. >_< think back...haixz only can blame kaki cmi... mei li nt powderful enuff. LOL. Attract all the guys nia.

Outing And Bdae

2009-03-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

27th March, missed the swimming outing at CCK due to me overslept till 3pm. LOLs. from 1230am till 3pm. 14hr30mins. O.O Evening went out to paradiz to eat and pak lan. The jappy place was okok nia. Baked rice too oily e.e Ivin bought some sushi or wat de then roll nicely for miao. Miao eat till halfway gif the cmi face. Too much wasabi. LOL. He went silent for quite awhile. Later ivin also try herself. LOL kip digging out the wasabi and drinking water. HAHA. Miao....strong eh? xD Eat finish le, watch them plae PSP. djmax or wateva de. i find it quite lame lor. no difference from auditionSEA. press down up left right according to the keys given. Boring lyk -.- Prefer RPG games which is wayyyy more fun or strategy games which use alot of thinking to win. Des intro de "King's Bounty: The Legend" was very nice. Hohoho i completed w/o cheats okaes? After their psp game, we went downstairs for some dessert. The dessert was nice thou lyk twice the price of normal ice kachang at food court. 3.80 each. The ice lyk v special. Dunno how the lady boss make one. Yummy sia! Wei's grapy ice was purple-ish and sweet. NiCe~ I ordered the banana one. Hehe. Lyk the chocolatey sauce put on top of the bananas. Yum yum. After that, Fab went off and we went to paradiz for some LAN. It sucks. Lousy comp lousy connections. Nxt time go garena dun plae on garena w pubbies lei. Waste time. Want jiu find enuff ppl plae internal or find those in the lanshop liao. L4D is boring at LANshop compared to d0ta. DG only gt Egames nice nia. The rest totally CMI. Big screen good cpu good gpu mouse keyboard v impt. And hoe -.- dun kip kajiao me. Irritating sia. Want jiu kajiao wei, he sure ';..;' LOLx. Plae awhile nia boring game. Nicole came halfway and sae my techie voice very =.=" HAHA. Ask des teach eu luh. Mayb wait him install wc3 den sae. Dunno wat he doing recently sia. Hardly got contact le. Near midnight we went to jiak rochor dou hua. Not bad luh. I like the butterfly cuz its sweet but oily. They all ordered wrong LOL all soyabean drink instead of some warm beancurd. Nice and sweet. Nic bought the cold beancurd >_< jiak abit gif Wei. Below got one pic of the dou hua. LOL lyk porridge/voms sia. Er xin. Near 1145pm chiong to mrt catch last train. HOME sweet HOME.

28th Mar. Went for bdae cele near west mall. Jiak quite alot. V full. Alot ppl siah. Grandpa parents bro cuzzie&gf aunts uncles. ^_^ happy happy.

PsPing Time! -.- Fabbyboi =D

Fabby ftw~! LOLs

Ivin & Miao. The lovely couple.

Wei eating Nic's dou hua. LOL. dont think wrong thing. The dou hua lyk so.....pawned. X_x

Bdae night dinner. 13ppl.

Wei's cat. Kobe. Kenna locked up. Very sian looking. Too mischievious. Cute and shy.

K N U D M A L S !!!

2009-03-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

The bright sun shines on my back, in this town I run through.
And once again I feel a tap on my shoulder.
You're the one I really like. There is no reason.
There's no way you'll be in my arms.
I don't know when but my eyes were locked on you and that's how it all began.
I won't let go, I won't change my mind, 'cause I'm crazy for you.
I want to shout that I like you, let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to put an end to the times I couldn't speak.
I want to shout that I like you and step forward with confidence.
These burning feelings, I want you to catch.

I'm all alone in the big city,
thrown away like an empty can.
If love is love until we know everything about each other
Then let's sleep forever...
Until the world come to an end, we won't be apart
I wished it for countless nights.
Why does the past destroy
even the worn-out heart that shines?
Melancholically fleeting thoughts...on this tragedy night

Woodlands Admiralty

2009-03-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

Ytd nite plae till 1130pm beh tahan v shack. so go watch 1 epi slamball and slp. wakey at 730 go buy milks and breakfast. come b 820 alr....9am needa reach. so CHIONG ar. reach there saw miao. Same time just nice xD. 3 of us wear 3 different army PT shirt n run lols. Army-me , Navy-miao, Airforce-wei. starting pace was abit slower than my normal jogging. e.e dun lyk the car fumes liao liao. see the big big "ah gong" up there. hot sia. haven jog jiu sweat. ran to cwp turn into ijc den behind woodgrove pri n sec. rmb xia0xu3xu3 study at woodgrove sec. v long nv see her online le. after that miao stopped niao. see the weather is can die ler. ard 10am. HOT lyk hell. no shade somemore. den miao dunno go where n relac. me n jw cont jogging to admiralty....reach admiralty i alr outta breath le. jw still kip toking to me. bo pian needa ans him. LOL. panting lyk a dog liao. wanna tok also hard. gasping for oxy, throat v dry...... >_< come back le...rest awhile n finish my 1L bottle of water. cooldowns. we gather outside the living room there t0k kok. LOL miao kenna targeted by meowmeow. HAHAHA. fierce seh the cat. will bite n claw one. heng nt my cat. if nt he bo ghey n jiak bur everyday liao. t0k abt girls jobs frens pets and fishtanks. LOL miaomiao nubnub lar. After that pongpong at his hse. wanna go sam hse...but sian. so went cwp see. called sam help me book tys -.- just ask wei help me check price. wah he check 57 and 61 sia. so bloody ex -.- kaoz come home plae dota lose again. TECHIE in ladder rm. blardy best. lyk techie in wcg tournaments -.-

wei, help me takkares of my NALGENE. xie lo~

Meladine......?

2009-03-25T05:24:00.000-07:00

Evening left home ard 630pm. went bukit gombak for a jog. Tried to increase speed abit ended up giddy. woah. the symptoms coming again. giddy, cold, weak lyk wanna faint any moment sia. X_x went to the side for some rest then i saw someone. A female. Hahas. Looks very much lyk meladine from my sec sch. but seems very sporty LOL. shack n giddy till cannot rmb liao. Her running not fast la. But stretching is
O_O flexible. Dun dare approach. Next time bah. When i feeling better. Da-Shan =P Mayb later go online search for her. Meladine..... Last time not bad lei. Quite chio type. HAHA. Always with lynette one. Eric's gf. LOL. Came home and eat dinner. As usual super hungry. Tmr jw-sama sae go for a run in da morning O_o hope i can wakey early bah. LOLs. sibei tired. time for some anime.

Supper tonite

2009-03-23T12:20:00.001-07:00

My supper for blogging in the middle of the night. Just a simple instant noodle with some ingredients. Yummy.

Going to sleep soon alr. Z_z

GooD NiteZ Peeps. Sweet Dreams.

Bdae o_O

2009-03-23T12:01:00.000-07:00

Haven reach already got le. My brother bought fer me. Cuz i rmb i got mention it to him i wanna buy de then he got it for me. WooHoo. Nice seh i lyk. Made in USA de. Good stuff. Nalgene water bottle.

Then tat dae i went queensway to buy a bag for myself with jeremy. Walk the whole queensway shopping centre also cannot find the shop i found in online forums. Fall Factor. LOL. Then jerm sae opposite got 1 shop tat sell bags also not bad. i sae i finished looking around here first den go. In the end cannot find then pei jerm walk across the street and saw sthm. WTH! the shop he mentioned to me is FALL FACTOR! OMFG! How come outside sia? I tot inside queensway. Tmd waste my time walk rounds n rounds cannot fight =.=" But the shop closed la so had to come back another dae.
Inside the small shop got Timbuk2 Gregory Chrome bags all very nice. i bought the middle sized (citizen) chrome bag. Black/black colour with silver buckle. HaHa i love black. Guess how much izzit? HAHA 219SGD. one big hole in my pocket. It's waterproof and has lifetime warranty. Lyk this bag cuz hardly anyone carrying it around in SG and it's better and nice looking than those common crumpler bags. Eu see it fer urself bah. CHIOness.

This is the lanyard i bought that time tgt with the flesh imp stuffx. Not bad uh?

My Hoot of the Year

2009-03-23T11:48:00.001-07:00

dated somewhere in january. Cant rmb when alr. Think mid january bah. Went online forums to check out all the stuff i wanna buy. Headed down to bugis junction, hereen and wisma atria. Hahaha. Spend quite abit there.

Flesh Imp Tee. Nice ryte? Black and purple xP. my fav tee ler.

Flesh Imp Jacket. White/Black. Lyk the design v much. White&Black lyk the 2 piggy. forgot wat name liao. sthm...kuroboo de.

Simple FLMP Flesh Imp belt. Hohoho. Lyk i buy everything flesh imp sia.

This striped tee i bought from jolene. i check the brand. Heavy Metal. Never heard of it before. LOL. This one purple/black is she choose one. cuz i dunno how color nice or available den ask her choose she sae purple/black. she cfm purple one la lol. purple her fav le. mine is BLACK. xD can tell ryte?

Relac. This one not flesh imp de liao. This pair of jeans i bought from bugis street tgt with h0e last time. nt bad. i lyk the twin-headed phoenix. lol. at least tt's wat it look lyk to me.

This one simple and CUTE hor? i saw it for sale. Quite cheap. Meant for chiobu and pretty girls LOL. Japanese skool girl style. One word for it. NICE.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-03-23T11:32:00.001-07:00

Some of the past which i too buzy to post few mths ago. Went to KL by train from tanjong pagar for chinese new year. Wah. First time in my life taking a train sia. i mean HuoChe nt DiTie...Train nt MRT ok? Quite crammed sia the so called "bed". nt even long enuff for me to stretch my legs. haf to bend my knees. i too tall le. LOL. Show eu some pixxies first.

Opposite me.

The main door which i slept next to. Got ppl come in and outta that door. Very noisy.

This is my so called "bed". Very crammed and short.

The curtain i used to block the lights. Too bright cant sleep.

From another angle. My luggage bag and my NIKE shoes which i put nxt to the window. Scare got ppl steal.

There. Eu can see the others walking around or in their own "beds". LOL. Those cannot sleep one go round kajiao others. -.-

This "Satanic" ring i bought from the hotel i stayed near KL. Quite nice to me. Cant rmb how much it cost. But roughly 26 ringgits. About 12sgd?

dQ's bdae at orchard swensens

2009-03-23T11:16:00.000-07:00

This is Sam. Haha. Cute wor he. Very smart guy. Always top in studies liao. Think the best among us already. Thou we are different batch de. He can be my tuition teacher already. Ai Zai! They playing the coin trick that des was showing off.

Tze Hoe. LOL always lyk to kajiao me one. Hard to take his picture. Always avoid camera one. HAHA. He looking at menu nv see i take. Pro hor me. HeHe.

Another smart guy. Superbly nice guy also. Jun Wei. Hahahha. He's the one who solve the coin trick that des was showing......in abt 1min. Unbelievable. Who interested ask me how eu next time. I think very long then solve de wor. 4mins i think.

Lastly, here's the O_o mon. Desmond. HAHA cuz he O_o too much last time. Thief seh him. Digging my wallet for coins. >_<

That dae alot ppl lor. dQ power. everyone reach liao waiting for lunch till 4pm hungry lyk siao she still haven arrive -.- Waiting for her white-horse-prince at jurong =.= That dae got yilin seany jolene tzehoe junwei WC dq sam peijuan me desmond. 11ppl i think. Seany lost his way in orchard rofl. Reach le keep sweating HAHA then yilin and jolene from far far walk here LOL lyk couple eh? HAHA no lah. last time maybe. later lina hoot me X_x Roy not there cuz he overseas. Peijuan was rare sia. hahaha. Hardly go out w her de. Hopefully nxt time go out tgt more bah. Mayb my incoming bdae go out walk walk. Fun lo that dae alot ppl. Very hard to jio all these people down tgt one. Always sae see 1st see 1st. =.=

Computer Stuffx

2009-03-23T10:41:00.000-07:00

Here's some picture to share with ya'all. The new computer stuff i bought awhile ago.

Altec Lansing VS4121. Powerful, clear and crisp.

HIS IceQ4+ HD4870. Very cool and silent gpu. Most expensive of all ATI brands. ^_^ love it.

This big guy is a 24 inches lcd monitor. Philips =D Comes with free wireless keyboard and mouse thou i not using it already.

Hohoho. This one even bigger. Weighing 11.5kg just by itself. Had a hard time carrying it. NZXT Nexa Blackline (blue-led) thou it's red on the box.

LG 22x DVD rewriter. It's a must to install windows. But i never really use it much. Haven burn anything yet. Mayb in the future bahs.

DFI Lanparty DK P45-T2RS PLUS. A black motherboard which is highly recommended for overclocking which i intend to in the near future.

And a 500gb seagate harddisk but i didnt haf a chance to take any pix before setting up my comp.

TAAAAA DAA~!

Total damage was 2009sgd. Ouch~.... ^_^ oh still got a 320gb external harddisk which i bought with desmond months ago. Very useful indeed. It's in the pictures.

Recently i bought these OCZ keyboard and mouse for super low prices at the ITshow. Freaking nice to use. 3.2kdpi which only laser gaming mouse can haf not optical mouse. Below are the pictures. Enjoy.

~*~ THE END ~*~

Boredom

2009-03-22T09:27:00.001-07:00

Bored. Sadded. Yawnxz. Sobs. =,= X_X

Revival - 21st March '09

2009-03-21T11:52:00.000-07:00

Hmm... very long nv post liao. also not much ppl come here. took quite a no. of pix with my new LG secret KF750, 5megapixel not bad wor. Spammed till low batt auto shutdown -.- the fone is cool luh but the battery life v jialat, cannot last long one lor. Shall post the pix when i find someone who can help me.

Todae nv do anything much. Wakey in the afternoon den plae 1 round of d0ta. okaes kenna pawned deep deep. 4-4 become 5-10. Leavers as usual. 1 game jiu sian liao. Went to find Sam. On da way msg maya but she lyk cannot see me. HaHaS. Maybe too short cannot look outta window. xP Reach there. Woah both plaeing d0ta LOL t0t he v hardworking ching studies alot one. Looks lyk he got more talents. Thought at night got roy pei wo. Haven talk much jiu left home for GF -.- In da end left me alone in the room. Sam go lie down study. Dunno how he study one. I lie down on my bed = study 10mins den zzZZzz le. LOLs bed too comfortable luh.

Then his dad cooked some Hokkien Mee.Was nice. hAHas my favourite wor. Too bad i dun cook a thing cuz i dunno how. Study and do some tys qn. woah.....v rusty liao lor. Take damn long to complete 1 qn. Do do do..... till evening. mental stress. His mum qia me eat some dumplings. Nice seh. No wonder they both not thin thin lyk me. Got so much goodies to eat. See sam plae comp awhile till ard 7pm den i get changed into PT attire for some "actions". Went behind blk 523 de park to jog. The usual place Wei train for his upcoming sundown, 42km. Insane ryte? LOL i run 2km jiu outta breath le. Still raining abit sia. Aiya nvm lar. Lil rain also good can cool down body. But think i run too long in da end all wet........ +_+ Shoes Socks.....OMG lor. Saw one auntie aged ard 33 over there running before me. OK nt running is jogging cuz she's slow but alot stamina wor. Ran lyk dunno how many rounds till i completely outta breath then stopped. Think got 10? Maybe 12? Ard 750pm went back to Sam hse to bathe ^_^ how nice wor. Qia me eat n lemme bathe. Hope to improve on my super-slow ninja-turtle speed. Then can get 400SGD. IPT. Msg-ed maya alot times but no reply. Think zzZZzz ler. Or buzy bah. Went home den see alot msn convos. LOLs. i dint off comp and dint sign out cuz dling mah.

Online checked some movies. E.e All the nice movies i wanna watch in april/may only got 1 "unborn" opening 26mar. Think i go watch w da rest on my bdae bah. Got terminator, angels and demons, taken(watched), shinjiku incident, x-mens origins: wolverine, fast and furious 4, friday the 13th.

If eu guys/girls free.....come my hse watch tgt w me. hahhaas many many movies. Off lights close windows/door on aircon = cinema alr. Speaker is good, not as good as cinemas but gd enuff for everything. Loud and clear. Screen.....bought one 24" at 400sgd. Abit regret cuz wanna get 22" and save $ but 24" for 400sgd also cheap la. Outside nw 500. Buy popcorns and drinks from opposite my hse = way cheaper than cinemas de. Hahaha somemore no entrance fee. Limited to 8pax only cuz room small. Jer......dun shy luh. Come watch wiib me lei. Movie alone v boring.
Oh yah btw. If eu wanna movies/games/animes i got quite a few. Wanna? Then request from me loh. FOC one lar. But eu nid a comp with enuff space to watch. My comp abt to overloading..... Think of buying a 1.5TB or 2TB hdd to store. Not so soon.

Looking forward to the day...

The past is the past. Let go and be a happy man. Nuff of jas jol fio. Not looking back.

HoT HoT

2009-01-12T02:14:00.000-08:00

sian sia tio fever on off on off machiam zombie.
sometimes 36.9 sometimes 38.3.....wth. abt 4 days liao still lyk dat. tio dengue meh? unlikely la.....bo kenna mosquito bite also. mux be someone v xiang wo.......den i fever de. LOL

2008-12-22T19:05:00.000-08:00

New comp woot la la. Shall post up a few pic of the chioooo casing for eu guys later at night when i have the free time. no lag = happy.

2008-12-21T08:59:00.000-08:00

Processor & Mainboard Bundle
Intel Core 2 Duo E8500 + DFI DK P45-T2RS PLUS = $508.....PC Theme #04-19

Graphics & Power Supply Bundle
Palit HD4870 1GB Sonic Dual Edition + Andyson F650 = $459.....Xmas Promotion

Sound

Speakers
Altec Lansing VS4121 2.1SPK (Black) = $108.....TradePac #05-18

Harddisk
Seagate 32MB SATA 500GB = $82.....TradePac #05-18

Memory
Kingston PC2-6400 DDR2-800 CL5 4GB = $52.......Bizgram #05-50

CD-Rom Drive
LG SATA 22X DVD Rewriter = $36.....Bizgram #05-50

Operating System
Windows Vista Home Premium 64Bit = $155.....TradePac #05-18

Anti-Virus Software
(From friend and Internet)

Chassis
NZXT Lexa Blackline Blue = $160.....PC Theme #04-19

Keyboard
Philips wireless keyboard (comes with Philips 24" LCD Monitor)

Mouse
Philips wireless mouse (comes with Philips 24" LCD Monitor)

Monitor
Philips 24" LCD Monitor 240SW9FB/69 = $399.....Expo Sitex PC Show Nov' 08

Total: SGD$1560 + $399(LCD)

Gonna buy tmr liao. Still need add assembling fee. see if gt xtra $ buy some bling bling.

Emo Again +_+

2008-12-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

This is just a page of my diary 10/12/2008.

Alone in my bunk, listening to mp3 emo love song. Still rmb who's Ocean? Ocean de xin fu che zhan. Last time popular lyk siao, nw just an old forgotten sonq le. Here's some of the nice lyrics.

"bu guan dao na, zi yao wo shen bian you ni jiu gou le"
"xin fu.......yao liang ke ren cai neng dao da..."
"ai dao you le bai fa.....eu still my lubb"

next....bai se feng che by my fav jayz.

"ke xi mei you zu fu, dan ai ni bing bu gu du, bu hui zai rang ni ku"
"wo pei ni zou dao zui hou, neng bu neng bu yao hui tou / neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo"

3rd....cun zai. By 5566 the ending sonq of the show WestSide. Think i still can rmb the lyrics.

你说着, 我听着,
像海浪打着, 沙滩烧着.
你的忧伤大于快乐, 连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色.

我听着, 你说着,
像刀子划的, 隐隐痛着.
就因为爱没有规则, 所以心痛了死了回不去了.

但是我存在着, 我一直存在着.
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着.
爱会永远永远你说的离开我的时候却没舍不得.

我真的存在着, 我一直存在着.
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着,
傻傻陪着守着证明你值得,
但我会笑着因为一切都值得.

This sonq i will never forget de. Last time stay up late at night 11pm to watch this show nia during secondary school. Everytime plae the sonq, i never fail to +_+. Haix. Tat time is ZinC became my only "force" to live. dam sad now. Life would be meaningless w/o her. I could die for eu even till todae, for devils never fear death. You're my beloved angel, babe. Wanna tell eu how much i lubb eu but nv dare to due to lack of courage. Haix think of eu, nose lyk "sour" le, gng t_t liao. Me only can an lian eu forever. Hope next lifetime still can meet eu again my <3.>

Dowan write anymore le. Too emo liao. Even my bed buddy can tell. Last emo sonq before i go off. Ni Bu Zai..... +_+

"你不在...当我最需要爱...你却不在..."
"你不在...高兴还是悲哀...你都不在..."
"我受了伤在偷偷好起来...但你不在不在..."

New Desktop! Woo Hoo!

2008-12-08T03:03:00.000-08:00

Here's my computer specifications:

Processor & Mainboard
Intel Core 2 Duo E8500 + Gigabyte EP45-UD3P = $528

Graphics
[Changed] HIS IceQ4+ HD4870 1GB Turbo ~ $450

Sound
[No $ for sound card]

Speakers
Altec Lansing VS4121 2.1SPK = $110

Harddisk
Western Digital Caviar Black 500GB = $108

Memory
Cosair XM52 DHX PC2-6400 DDR2-800 CL4 4GB = $108

CD-Rom Drive
[Using back old one]

Power Supply
Enermax 525W Pro82+ = $135

Operationg System
[Windows Xp]

Anti-Virus Software
[Any recommendations?](Optional)

Chassis
Asus Vento 3600 Black = $159

Keyboard
[Already got le] Philips Wireless KB

Mouse
[Already got one] Philips Wireless Mouse

Monitor
[Already bought le] Philips 24" LCD Monitor

Total: $1669

Was thinking of removing the sound card and changing Graphics to HD4870 1GB Sonic Dual Edition. That will cost abt $27 more, hitting a $1.7k in my budget. Boo hoo! Sobx. Exceed by 100bucks. Well i post a thread in hardwarezone forums. Shall wait for more replies. Dowanna buy my comp den regret.

Woot....New stock of graphic card coming in next sat....lets hope it arrives asap. dont let me down baby

Unforgettable

2008-11-29T17:06:00.001-08:00

was on my way to bb mrt to mit des go expo see comp stuff. took the elevator up....den saw someone opposite walking down the stairs........ her skin was v fair, long hair covering half face, quite baby fat type but couldnt see her face properly as she was looking down. after that saw her walk towards the ctrl station den i lost sight of her liao. haiixz....look so much lyk zinc. omg. so long le nv see her nor does fate bring me to her once more. only happen to see maya while at cwp. hahas so qiao. meeting chance lyk 1/3000000. nw watching diamond dust rebellion online. the one i downloaded gt problem. cant view on wmp. gt sound but bo image. sad. bleach 155 and way to go. haha. at expo look look see see so much. den can conclude COMPAQ girls r more chio lol. v squeezy there. no good fer cb cg LOL. tio jiak later. nt interested in alot of stuff. cant find the one i looking for. in da end only buy 1 lcd monitor nia. -,-

19th Nov

2008-11-19T09:50:00.000-08:00

woahhhh sick whole dae sia. midnite wake up lao sai den lao till stomach empty nv eat anything whole dae. the fever is zzz....make mi so shack cannot pak dota. sian sia. very buzy nowadays, shall post more nxt time.

Memory Rosary

2008-11-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

This is the ending song from the Bleach movie "memory rosary". Enjoy. *eMo-NeSs*

~*~ MeMoRy RoSaRy ~*~

aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga misuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
nante koto wa mou docchi demo iin da
donna ni negai nozomou ga
kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu nono ga takusan aru darou
sou soshite boku ga anata o aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
dareni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara
sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru

aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga misuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi wo kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne
dakrara bokutachi wa hohoemi
iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo "do re mi" de utatte
fuyu o se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
atarashiku umarekawaru dareka wo mamoreru you ni to
kita michi to yukisaki furikaeraba
itsudemo okubyou na me o shiteita boku
mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
kurikaeshite wa hitori bocchi wo iyagatta
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shiteita

sen no yoru wo koete anata ni ai ni ikou
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga misuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
sono omoi ga kanawanakutattte suki na hito ni sukitte tsutaeru
sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa

"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Do you love me or not?
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone.
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.

"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.
That's why we can only smile.
Why we sing "DO Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colors.
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn
As I looked at the road I've travelled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days all alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

~*~ ThE eNd ~*~

Drowning Dreamer

2008-10-03T18:35:00.000-07:00

Fridae....time passed very slowly. morning, did some study and slept. woke up in the afternoon, con't study and slept. evening woke up, watch some episodes of prison break and psyche. prison break lyk nt bad. mayb nxt time go dl. watched till sian le....then listen to 1 emo song. listen listen listen till i cmi and T_T. reminds me too much of her liao tat song. heng, is night time never switch on light cant see me. emo awhile listen some soundtrack superbly nice. lyk mmorpgs. mayb nxt time can use them. cont study.....waiting for time to passby slowly....

Here's a old song i found in pearlin's blog. Who's pearlin? dun ask. she's a chiobu. Not for u but me so shuddup lol. Backstreet Boys is the first angmoh grp i know of. Very oldies but very nice their songs =D

Title: Backstreet Boys - Drowning

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Late at night
'Cause I long for the safety
Of flowing freely
In your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
'Cause you're the air
That I breathe

Everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
And baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning your love

Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning
In your love
I keep drowning
In your love
Baby I can't help it
Can't help it no, no

'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Oct = Confinement + Xtras....oh dear

2008-10-01T04:32:00.000-07:00

Well...... think my blog will gg le LOL. Oct 1mth nv blog dao. quite boring nothing much interesting happening. i really hate ps for sabo-ing. ppl i dun lyk i just dun lyk.....dun nid act in front of him. nt afraid to sae he *knnbccbtllmkkk* in front of everyone n him.

Life after army would be hard i guess. want to shop but no $. want buy comp but the E9000 series nt out yet. want plae games but only got dota. so siannnnnn. win till sian...anyhow plae wanna lose lol. then comes hoe's fren. "LaoSai". Plae plae starting he happy cuz gt kills then push mid lane i down tower......enemy heroes revive i zao first to roshan. then all inside wack wack den all 3 die...another dunno where. then our mid lane GG bot lane GG then mega GG. He kpkb . lol.

LaoSai:"see la u roshan till base gone we lose".
Me:"kp lar eu. nnb. i want win jiu win, lose jiu lose.....unhappy then eu go to team 2 nxt game...fight me in my lane".
*i remake game*
Me:"go lar! go scourage lar. kpkb so much. go team 2 la. darE?"
*he kept silent and remained in purple slot*
Hoe:"eh kx relax la"
Jw:".....just a game nia....chill..."
Me:"he dam ccb. tok so much cock. gt guts go team 2 pawn me win me.....i let him kp loh"

only des can kpkb at limpeh. cuz he more zai than me. nt some maphacker leaver.
[kao]laughingod.....i sure most of bnetters rmb him ba? esp wowo.....chao leaver lai de.

To all my dear bnetters, dont ask me what happen between me and her kaes? dowanna tok about it. nao fan jiu bu shi peng you le. tt simple nia. she goes her own way....i go my own path. *yi dao liang duan, shi bu liang li* (correct ma?)

A real man need no woman.

First Post

2008-09-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

Today went to vivo for movie. I was late .... v tired cuz slpt at 4am+ the previous night. met roy at bb mrt. reach vivo alr lyk 1332? movie at 1340 -.- rush to buy tix den rush to dabao long john silver into cinema to eat. tts my breakfast ok? hungry hungry. push drinks inside my bag to "hiong" in but the drinks spill. roy de sprite left lyk 50%? hahaha....heng i gt upsized mine so we share my bigbig cup of lemon tea lor.

Movie start le. first part already abit of gore. blood spill then roy told me we eating chilli -.- lyk eating blood eh? lolz. he watch movie v farnie lol. nv concentrate de. will look left n right fer "something" hahahas nt lyk me so concentrated on movie and the chio girl sitting behind lol. kip turn around see her face den turn back cont watch movie. =P pretty girls r meant to be stared at mah. so if 1 dae i stare v long at u, u should b v happy lol....

oh the movie is MiRRoRs. kinda sian for me cuz i find it abit boring n nt so scary. only tio chua once by the dog barking thru the window at the camera cuz the sound oso v loud X_x too bad its m18 if nt i would haf ask her out lol... after movie we go shopping ard....the soft toys all cmi at vivo... either its too zz or too common. dun haf those huge nice cute ones. went to a crystal shop called "swaroski" or wateva de. waaaaa inside very nice crystals sculptures sia! i lyk the unicorn one. but the price is kinda ridiculous. wayyyy too ex. 100+ 200+ for small ones 400 500 for normal palm size....ultra big ones gt 5k 6k or 10k -.- there oso gt sell crystal necklaces earring bracelet but all nv put price dun dare ask for the price oso. mayb when i alot $$$ den i come back to buy lol. walk to mrt gt 2 girls came up n stop roy n me -.- ZZZZ talk talk talk waste my bloody precious time but bo bian roy want talk.

take train to jp i go shop roy go find dq. shop shop wallk till siao den decided on wat to buy. buy here abit there abit cheap cheap oso become quite ex liao -.- after buy hao le went dq hse. 1st time inside leh. v squeezy or cozy i should sae? lolz. she help me abit den da ta* prezzie ready liao. by the time alr 8+ abt 9 alr. hungry lyk hell.... eat the long john silver meal during movie and tts my breakfast till 1030pm reach home den eat dinner -.- hungry hungry but bo pian.

rush to her hse den she sae she slp liao >_< cant even see dao her. bo pian but put prezzie outside first den go home loh. dowanna disturb her ba.....since shes alr really v tired, though i wanted to meet her de. reached home eat dinner bathe den play game. talk abit online msn. oh ya i found my primary classmate! on facebook lol....cant believe it. she change abit only still cutecute lyk before lol. malorie pang ^^ i used to lyk her name in pri sch cuz i find malorie this angmoh name v nice lol. dun ask why i dunno.

after 2 games of dota, blogged and slp. hope she lyk the bdae prezzie bah..... quite last minute de. v rush no time do properly LOLz x_x

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